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Saturday, March 25, 2006

hello world.

it's been ten days since my last blog. been v.busy with choir i guess. so the day after i updated i went to straighten my hair and get a nice hair cut. so now my hair is not the unmanageable mane that it once was. but once i washed it it wasnt perfectly straight which is a bummer seeing as how i blew 140 bucks and 3.5 hours of my time at the salon. i spent the time reading gossip magazines so now i can basically tell you the latest gossip about paris hilton, angelina jolie, britney spears and victoria beckham. how does that help with the impending A levels i ask you? it just uses up much needed brain space that i need to memorise the gazillion chapters of organic chem that i have to memorise by April 11th for that major test.

gosh lately i've been wishing tj was a girls' school. i mean seriously, guys are so disappointing. they seem nice at first and then they just disappoint you. like bravo, mutant, the entire mutant gang, everybody. i dunno, male friends...quite overrated i think. i mean in secondary school life was so perfect with only girls around. i dint care about boys at all, or how i looked, or whether my legs were shaved. i mean i still dont but now male friends ask me why i dont have a boyfriend to take care of me (?!?!?!?! are we in 1850 ppl?) and why i dont shave my legs. COME ON I'M NOT SHAVING MY LEGS FOR FUGLY UNHYGIENIC FARTS LIKE YOU ALL..i think i can count the number of genuinely nice guys with no repulsive traits in school on one hand. seriously. arlene and i have a plan to purge the school of all the smelly boys.

so friday was the last choir prac with ms tham before we met again at the airports. it was pretty good and cheryl and i finally did our karimatanu claps perfectly, tho the other 2 were ahem not so great. after that i had a plan to go to the alpha party for a while and leave after grabbin some food at around 745. well as you know most plans i make fall flat. so i went with keng and chun kiat and later met xin yi and arvin. hung around and the party didnt start til about 8. the yr1s are pretty rowdy climbing on the bus and everything. so we danced to hafiz's band and were waiting and waiting for jonny but they didnt show til 915 by which time i was all hot and sweaty from singing and cheering and having fun and extremely late going home. watched jonny's band finally, they were pretty good. keng ck xin yi and i had a blast looking at all the girls gyrating and salivating at jonny. xin yi and i were tempted to drape ourselves over jonny when he came down and sashay away with him just to see those girls' faces. but we dint. we were also tempted to get up on stage and shout " that's brenda's guy and we know her so back off" HAHA god what a blast. finally ran out of school at 930 and somehow made it back ten minutes before my mother so she was clueless thank god. nothing much happened since friday.

i'm getting pretty excited about my trip. it's only 5 days away!!!!

posted by kiki @ 8:30 PM 0 comments

Thursday, March 16, 2006

got this from nav. took me a bloody long time to do.

[ ]I am shorter than 5'4. (i think i'm about 5'6)
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.

Embarrassment

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[ ]I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public with a GIANT HOLE!

Health

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[x] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe. (if you count transit)
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've been an abuse victim.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been skiing
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[ ] I've been bungee jumping.

Relationships

[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of commitment.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I love to flirt.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[ ] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime

[ ] I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my/someone's house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I'm a stoner.
[ ] I've snorted cocaine.
[ ] Eaten shrooms
[ ] Popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled .
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] Ive been anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I see/have seen a therapist/counselor.

Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books and manga.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[ ] I own something from Hollister Co.

Political/Social Attitudes

[ ] In general, I don't like people.
[x] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm outgoing.
[ ] I listen to political music.
[ ] I'm Democratic.
[ ] I'm Republican.
[ ] I'm liberal.
[ ] I'm Independent.
[x] I don't like Bush because he is dumb.
[ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
[ ] I am for Bush.
[x] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[ ] my attitude is "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random

[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[x] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have/had "x"s in my screen name
[ ] I love being neat
[ ] I love spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[ ] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in aliens.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[ ] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.

[x] My answers are totally honest

posted by kiki @ 6:28 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

ok it's the holiday week now. holiday...gosh i havent had one of those since secondary school started. well, except the one after O levels...so on the first saturday,i went for a swim as part of my new "Saturday-mornings-are-devoted-to-swimming-and-getting-a-tan" plan, which is progressing quite smoothly, though my hair is always an unmanageable mane after that, but i'll do anything for thinner,more tanned thighs. sunday i got my new beautiful brown, not-paid-for-by-me wallet which i adore, since it actually smells normal. and monday... i stepped into:

HELL

choir 9-5...

9-10: the most atrocious PT i'd ever done which made my legs wobble all the way back to the recital room. 10-12.40: practice... then lunch...then, THE INCIDENT, and basically the rest is all a blur til it ended at 4.30.

tuesday, not so bad, i did some maths then finally went for the long awaited cycling trip with the girlies only to learn that qua cant cycle..oh and cheryl crashed into a bush but that's not too surprising.

today, WEDNESDAY... sick in the morning, really really really din wanna do pt, but grace and i hobbled through the 1.6 as best as we could. really horrendous prac today cos cheryl wasnt there and i was basically standing in a island unable to hear the 3 @!#$-ers infront and i was happily in my own sick world going off pitch but who gives a damn..NOT ME!

there better be something good on tv tonight. and i'm going to cut hair tmr...to straighten or not to straighten, that is the question.

posted by kiki @ 2:43 AM 0 comments

Monday, March 06, 2006

OMG I TOOK A PIC WITH THE WORLD CUP TROPHY!!

haha wow i was so happy i almost burst. muchos gracias to keng and cheryl for coming with me to the exhibition...its a beautiful pic with a beautiful trophy.

choir is driving me bloody mad!

my stomach was a pit of anxiety today. i just couldnt seem to breathe normally, but choir prac was not bad since karimatanu is finally coming together. but who am i kidding, we're never gonna be ready...

shall i drop econs? shall i quit school and become a zookeeper? both are wonderfully appealing i must say...

posted by kiki @ 6:10 AM 0 comments